Friday, February 4, 2011

Depression blech

Because of my abdominal injury, I can no longer work (hard to turn a school bus when it feels like someone is stabbing you with a knife). This is really really hard for me. If I was on bedrest earlier in the pregnancy it would be one thing, I would be protecting my baby who was not ready to be born. Well little mister is ready to be born, he is just taking his sweet time about it. Many things I do hurt my stomach so I try to get sit or lay down, but its infuriating. When Chris gets home I want to scream I am so excited. Then, there isn't really much to do, again. I just want Sully out because then maybe I can heal. Chris gets kinda frustrated with me when I mention this because I still technically have two weeks left. I constantly feel like I am going to cry, I just feel trapped. I love Sully already, but its really hard being pregnant right now.

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